Sunday, April 09, 2006

26 Years Younger!



My B-day passed a couple of weeks ago. Yes, I am now 26 years younger. How the hell did that happen? I've officially entered the 'You don't look 26"stage. When I was 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23, 24, 25 I hated when people described my look as young but now I have a new found appreciation for it.

On March 28, 2006 I made up my mind that I was taking the day to myself...well I still went to class and I was to meet up with my boy-friend (the label is temporary) for a little girl-friend (again...the label is temporary...notice the dash) appreciation. The worst part about birthdays is the recognition. The best part about birthdays is the recognition. I would rather people not bring it to my attention but at the same time I would be pissed if you didn't. So I went the whole day getting my usual calls of congratulations on being officially in my middle 20's. Then my friend (notice the label) cancels on me! Talk about P-I-S-S-E-D. I was determined not to let him ruin this day so I agreed to go with my cousin to this party he was hosting. After 10 minutes of driving the opposite direction of NYC, I tapped my cousin on the shoulder and asked where he was taking me. I guess I should've asked before I entered the car....ATLANTIC CITY! Oh Hell Naw! Sitting in a car for 2 hours was not my idea of salvaging my day but it was too late. I was stuck. Luckily, the way my cousin drove we were there in about an hour and a half. I was tired, pissed, and ready to go off on anyone until we arrived at 40/40 AC. I have to say...not bad....better than the NYC establishment...waaaay better. As I entered the establishment and was directed into one of the rooms to my surprise everyone, and I mean everyone, was there to celebrate my day even my boyfriend (the return of the label). A certain president/B-ball owner/club owner passed through as well. Remember what I said earlier in my blog post....well apparently, he agreed, 'You don't look 26'. I agree, Jay, I agree! LOL!

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Why AM I Still Worried?

2 jobs

Ace'ing my classes

Paying off my car note (this month)

My credit card bills are almost paid off (give it another month or two)

Moving to a new apartment in August.




Why am I still so worried? Everything is going the way it should be. Why do I feel...

Tired

Restless

Anxious

Scared

Annoyed